Getting closer to my due date & I know I should be more excited but honestly the fear of labor is stopping me. Even before I was pregnant, being in hospitals gave me such anxiety. Lord let me get over this 😩
Yesterday I went out with my boyfriend went to watch a movie, me and him don't live together yet. but point is yesterday when he was dropping me off his like sleep over at my house witch the mom and dad lives. I said no,
his response was why is everyone deciding or making choices for you and their going to do the same with the baby, when I know that's not true. what he thinks is that my mom tells me not to sleep over. So he left all mad. and I felt in my heart that he went on and cheated on me...

Me and my princess first time getting epidural and I’m numb from legs is this normal i can’t walk good yet
I know tomorrow the doctor is going kill me getting rid of this boil...will they keep me over nite???

Am I wrong to be upset? Last night I was running a fever, weak, tired, sore, my left boob feels like it got used as a punching bag. I asked my husband to call out of work today to help me with the kid so I could get some rest. He went to work. I texted him this morning. Part of me thinks I mean. The other part of me thinks I was fine for saying that because he should've stayed home with us.