let me just say that I had been having PPD like terribly. my husband and I had a stern conversation and he has been helping me out. he took me to get a haircut ("so you can feel like a different you"). I started my new job today working part time as a bank teller (not as strenuous as being a carrier for usps). he stayed home with our girls today. the amazing part? he worked out his schedule to where our girls are only left at a sitters for 3 hours tops! I start playing soccer again this saturday. I honestly feel like we're forming a schedule pretty soon. my oldest goes to bed at 7:30, our newborn at 9:30 and she only wakes us once during the night. thank you jesus!