It's 5am and I'm having trouble sleeping. I can't stop thinking about you. In 8 long, boring days, I…

It's 5am and I'm having trouble sleeping. I can't stop thinking about you. In 8 long, boring days, I will get to meet you and hold you for the very first time. I'm beyond excited, yet a little terrified. I've felt you grow inside of me and I can't wait to watch you grow outside of me. I'm going to do everything I possibly can so you can have a good life. I love you so much already...I've never loved anyone as much as I love you. You are my baby. No matter how much I've said I hated being pregnant, I'm happy that I had the experience. I'm happy that I got to grow something so precious and beautiful inside of me. You are a blessing. I love you, Kayden James Berry and I'm so excited to meet you.