39 weeks today or tomorrow, and I have zero contractions, cramps, etc. Is it weird that I'm dying to be in pain😆😝 ??

Because of my hydramnios, I have to have fluid removed on Wednesday and they want to do a controlled water break to make sure the placenta doesn't come away too early. Suddenly, I'm high risk and planning a so-not-natural birth... The thing I've been researching and dreaming about for years.