@prestonsmommy, that's true. I'll just have to wait and hope for the best.

@leepster123, thank you. I appreciate your advice!

I let mine set his own schedule. but I would stop asking for help. I mean yes I know it's hard because it's hard with just 1 and you have 2. but the babies see who does what and I can promise you they appreciate it.

I deal with depression and I havnt had thoughts recently about harming myself but before I got pregnant I did . I thought they would magically go away n they didn't I finally broke down n got on meds . I hope the best for you and if you want my number or anything let me know . I'm not doing anything cept cooking my baby in my tummy so I'm free . try to stay positive . go for walks or something with the babies.

@prestonsmommy, I hope so. I didn't have any issues with my first one. smh. yes, my oldest one is and I think getting my second one on her same schedule is hard.

@leepi really am talking to someone because I don't think having these self harm thoughts are good. I would never do anything to the girls but I think about hurting myself. thank you. I just feel like this is such a great little community and I always get the best advice.

It's rough. I have 1 baby and he's a mommy's boy. literally glued to my hip 24/7. I can't get out of bed without him waking up in the middle of the night or even go 2 feet from him because he screams. I quit asking for help all together because I got the same thing. and now they want to get made when my little boy wants nothing to do with them. it does get easier. are your babies on a schedule of any kind?

def go talk to someone. depression is hard. it can be fine one day and the next second breakdown . your doing awesome for your kids but also put your emotions first. they feed off of your energy. I'm always here if you need to vent also .