went into hospital twice in two days... got discharged twice... cried a lot in hospital....…

went into hospital twice in two days... got discharged twice... cried a lot in hospital.... contractions stopped and i can't get them going again. i walk, take warm baths, and even use primeose oil... im 39 weeks and beyond done being pregnant... i wanna cry just thinking about staying pregnant another week... advice on how to start contractions again??? im 2.5 cm dialated and 80% effaced and in early labor.... please no saying "let nature take its course" i don't wanna hear that, i already know that i just want advice on how too start labor back up...