So. My son isn't on a schedule quite yet. He's 2 months old tomorrow 😫 and I'm literally still…

So. My son isn't on a schedule quite yet. He's 2 months old tomorrow 😫 and I'm literally still exhausted. If he goes down for bed at midnight he will sleep 4 or 5 hours. I never catch up on sleep because there's always something to do. I'm going back to work tomorrow and although I really don't want to go back, I'm glad I work 3 12 hour shifts so I'll have 4 days off with my son. I'm worried because my body is so tired, my neck hurts from falling asleep the wrong way when I'm super tired, my back hurts from constant feedings, and my mind is all over the place. I'm not sure how this will work. Do t get me wrong I love him more than anything in this world and at the end of the day it's all worth it. Just trying to figure out how to do all of this. It's not like I can just put my son to bed early when I need to go to sleep. I'm not sure how this is all going to work out and it's really bothering me. 😫