I can't believe that if I was still with my baby daddy it would have been a year... why did he have to hurt me? idk maybe I deserved it for how clingy I was. maybe I'm just destined to be hurt by every guy that comes into my life. I gave him so many chances and what do I get cheated on.. not once.... not twice... not three times... but 4.. 4 freaking times and 2 std's.... he can't even be there for me during the pregnancy... I guess he never cared for me or his daughter... what did I do to deserve this? all I wanted was him... and in the end I'm the one crying myself to sleep at night being a single mother to be and not being truly cared for... all of my friends have left me in the dust and I feel like I have no one :'( I feel like I made a mistake not killing myself 2 years ago... God why me? just why?! :'(
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I have been where you are !! Work on you and making yourself the best you can be nothing more attractive than a strong independent woman . When you can be happy with yourself and make it without a man on your own two feet something great will come along ! It did for me I finally found a great guy !!
Hang in there momma, obviously it's not a problem with you but with him. And you didn't do it because God has other plans for you which you will see in his time. Jesus loves you!
I know it may seem impossible but you will be ok . It's so hard to wrap your head around it because your not that kind of person he is and that's why it isn't working out. Some people are just the way they are and there's nothing you did to deserve it. Only thing you can do now is love yourself enough and know there is so much better out there and that you deserve it ! You have to put your baby first and realize how real HIV and other diseases that could really harm the baby. I'm sorry you are going through this❤️but your not alone !