I thought pregnancy would be so much different then it really is. I've found out thing about my man…

I'm so sorry for your loss hunny but as for pregnancy it'll get better as soon as you have your baby♡ You won't feel so alone and he may come around to it and everything and it could make y'all love stronger when baby gets there as of right now you can do it I believe in you.

ohh and right now it's hormones I promise lol and yes your loss does not help maybe a support group could help or something hun

If you have no one else... Like i feel i have sometimes... At least you will have your baby! As baby gets older and starts school you might find other great moms that may become good gal pals. My bf and i had some pretty bad indiscretions before we found out about our peanut and i feel like a bother 2 but I have hope.! I hold on to hope like no other. I'm hopeful for you as well and your fiancé. I cant begin to imagine what its like not having your mom but I'm sure she would be proud of you and I'm also she protects her baby, you, from up above. Best of luck and hey CONGRATS on baby!

it would help if my family was involved with me because everyone has blamed me for my mom getting sick when she passed away from liver cancer. The babies father/my fiance is happy about the baby and stuff and wants to get married before the baby gets here. So he's not like having a problem with the pregnancy in fact he seems more excited than I am.. and and the hormones don't help at all cuz I just wanna cry all the time and it la not fun at all

@february2016,

Yeah it mainly gets to me because I really hadn't even grieved my mother being gone before I found out I was pregnant a month to the date that she had passed in and she always wanted to see me have a baby and now she can't so it hurts. my fiance and I are actually good and we have a stable and happy relationship but since he's literally the only person I have I feel like a burden @new_mami87

I feel ya hun

that's great that your mans that happy lol mine wasn't at first. lol

See HOPE! i always ask my grandmas to look out for me! They would have been so happy just like I'm sure your momma would have been happy to see ya and the baby! Omg and thats super unrealistic to put the blame on you for your mom getting sick. Like you would ever ask for something like that to happen. You seem like an awesome gal and glad that you have your fiancé. I feel ya on the hormone front as well!

Yeah she had been sick my whole life with the liver cancer and than she was in the ICU for about a week and towards the end I had to make the choice to put her on life support. mind you not the I have a 33 year old sister that didn't even go see my mother til it was her last day here on earth and by than she was on full life support because I was trying to buy her time to get better and than I had to make the choice to let her pass while I was at home because the machines wherent really helping anymore or take her off of them while I was there and be there for her while she was leaving this earth. my fiance had to say the word to take her off because I couldn't say the words too do that too her

@new_mami87,

im sorry for your loss i cant imagine how you feel. there is hope. once you look into your babies face everything elsr wont matter, youll see. i also was going through a hard time in my first pregnancy but being a mother changed my life. my baby girl is like my little ligh that God sent me. God and her give me strength to keep living. if you have no one you can make friends with us. i also find facebook helpful to meet new people with same interests. you can pm me if you need someone to talk too

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Thats a very tough decision to make and I would never even think of blaming anyone who is faced with that tough choice. Glad you fought for her and gave her the time you could buy her. A lot of people want to have people fight for them a do all they can. Thats special that you fought for her till the very end. Each person has their demons they must deal with there was probably a reason for your sis not being there but thats for her to live with. If it were me and my daughter had to make the choice you had to, I'd be proud of that choice. You're awesome and I can't say that enough.

thank you girly. the demons my sister was dealing with is she chose meth over my mom and her health the past few years to the point my mother made my fiance and I both her power of attorney to make her medical choices when she couldn't. and she only had known my man for a lil under a year @new_mami87