just woke up from a dream. that I had my son prematurely at 30 weeks. I didn't know I was in labor…

just woke up from a dream. that I had my son prematurely at 30 weeks. I didn't know I was in labor but I could see his feet through my shirt. thinking he was just kicking as normal.

then as I looked down inside my shirt I could see all of him. he was so beautiful. had a lot of hair. had the cutest little face 👶 all I could do was hold him and cry 💧 and hope he would survive.