so this isn't pregnancy related, but I've been having some issues. I got diagnosed with depression…

so this isn't pregnancy related, but I've been having some issues. I got diagnosed with depression when I was 13. I am now 20 and feel that my depression had left for quite a few years and now it's come back for revenge. I've noticed it for about a year. I recently started working again and for the past 4 weeks I have been nothing but horribly sick. so on top of just wanting to curl in a ball and cry, I feel even lower because I'm so sick! sometimes I even wonder if I was emotionally ready for work, but my family needed this job. it has amazing benefits and amazing pay. my insurance is going start in December and I plan on getting counseling, until then I'm stuck. if anybody has tips or can relate I would love you know