so this is the 3rd baby shower some one has planned for me. they always get canceled. my due date is…

so this is the 3rd baby shower some one has planned for me. they always get canceled. my due date is in a couple weeks. I'm so stressed out I don't even effing want one.now my bf is bitching about certain ppl not going which I understand completely but dude its not up to me I don't even know what's going on either. 😕