I know I should be appreciative that I can even have children, but I'm so miserable right now. only six weeks and I cant…

I know I should be appreciative that I can even have children, but I'm so miserable right now. only six weeks and I cant hardly stand , it hurts so bad. it wasn't like this the first time, I'm in so much pain I just want this to be over already 😭😭😭