Any advice i do have anxiety? I have therapy the 27th I'm trying really hard. I just hate that I'm turning everybody against me. I feel so bad already and then my family talks about me. I was told they was all talking about me and that my dad says I need to stop this S***. I trusted my mamaw and she went and told everybody how I am like I'm I don't know I don't even have word's for it. Then I'm just supposed to act like I don't know about it? My other half gets mad at me because I won't use something. So I usually just leave it there or throw it away like water bottles or toilet paper because I second guess myself. So he just starts throwing everything outside and hitting everything. What do you do when everyone thinks and treats you like that even family. I struggle so much with myself. Then to have all them on me to it's like why I feel like why not just put in on a billboard I have been put down so much.. .