Cant sleep thinking about what use to be. 😒💔 When does this get easier when do I get over him im…

Cant sleep thinking about what use to be. 😒💔 When does this get easier when do I get over him im tired of caring im tired of still loving im tired of sleepless nights tired of trying to make him spend time with our son tired of being tired. Tired of being sorry, tired of crying. Im so tired of keeping. I just want to cry and scream at him I just want him to feel my pain I want him to understand how he has hurt me I want him to know how it feels to lose someone you thought would never hurt you or leave you someone you thought would always be there for you. 😣😤😥😰 🐂💩