Why do people wanna question my relationship status lol.. Lik I been single since 21, thought I'll make it work with my daughter daddy whom I knew since 17.. Back in September of last year we ran back into each other.. Well after a couple of months of dealing with him I seen his true colors, red flags everywhere.. It was to the point where I had to change my number to avoid him.. I'm very 💯 content with my life right now.. Talking to my bf and seeing how her relationship is going is making me happy I'm single lol I'm not saying all relationship don't have issues, I just don't have patience anymore lol
Yesterday I went out with my boyfriend went to watch a movie, me and him don't live together yet. but point is yesterday when he was dropping me off his like sleep over at my house witch the mom and dad lives. I said no,
his response was why is everyone deciding or making choices for you and their going to do the same with the baby, when I know that's not true. what he thinks is that my mom tells me not to sleep over. So he left all mad. and I felt in my heart that he went on and cheated on me...
I don't care what ppl think of me, but I'm seriously considering putting my baby up for adoption. I love her with all of heart, but doing this alone is hard. Every single night she just screams to the top of her lungs and I do everything to soothe her. I don't know what to do at all. I wish I had some kind of help. I don't have a single ounce of help. I don't know a single soul in Minnesota either.
Trigger. Lost baby
Went in for my 20 week check up and found out our son had passed away. Nothing was wrong, my pregnancy has been going great. I'm so numb right now. I'll he delivering him later this week. I don't want to do this. I don't want to do this. Not before Christmas. How am I'm going to tell my kids?? My dear sweet baby boy. Why did this happen?

I love my (step) dad lol. I've been having a horrible two weeks due to family issues and having to put down my ferret. I don't see him as a step parent, I see him as my parent, hes been in my life since I was 9 months old. Also, he know I'm posting this lol.
i'm getting my baby circumcised tomorrow & it makes me so sad. i want to do it but i don't want to see him hurting :( makes me cry every time i think about it