call me crazy but I've started to keep my distance especially around family because I hate feeling…

call me crazy but I've started to keep my distance especially around family because I hate feeling rejected by them especially now I'd rather be alone anyways. hate feeling like im a bother:( but when they find im pregnant everyone will be nice nd caring it'd stupid! I've always put in effort to talk nd be around others but lately dont care just hate when they act like I should be kissing everyone's butt all the time or I'm the bad person! thanks for listening to my mad rant lol.