These hormones are getting to me tonight. I'll be staying away from my husband for the first time…

These hormones are getting to me tonight. I'll be staying away from my husband for the first time since we've been married. I'm going to stay with my grandparents because my grandma has to go to the doctor and needs someone to stay with my grandpa. I just keep thinking about how much I'm going to miss my husband and our normal morning routine. I'm on the edge of crying. Something feels so wrong about it. Like I'm never going to see him again. Ugh.