I'm so fucking tired of the one who gets the shitty end of the deal and the one that has the bad…

I'm so fucking tired of the one who gets the shitty end of the deal and the one that has the bad luck. I always help other mother fuckers and leave myself with nothing no money for the whole month so other people don't have to be broke and I get no appreciation and no help when I need it. I fucking hate people this is why I stick to myself and have no God damn friends and I don't want a man for a long as time. greedy money hungry little assholes.