Why did I choose to watch last nights Grey's anatomy today. I've been crying nonstop since it…

Why did I choose to watch last nights Grey's anatomy today. I've been crying nonstop since it started. I just pray they can save both the twins I can't imagine having someone choose which baby lives and which one dies 😢😢😢😢😢😢😢 prayers going up that we all have healthy strong thriving babies!!! No cancer no complications!!