So i only have a phone if i have wifi. Nt bc i didnt pay the bill but bc the owner of the contract…

So i only have a phone if i have wifi. Nt bc i didnt pay the bill but bc the owner of the contract shut mine off bc he got pissed off at me. Y? I have no clue still. Haven no phone wouldnt bug me if i didnt have a baby. I have a baby and my mom is the person i call when something goes wrong and idk what to do. Plus i cant call my drs. If i get into a wreck driving and my sons in there and he gets hurt i can only call 911 i cant call my dad to come or meet me somewhere. I cnt help but feel emotionally defeated with all the shit that keeps happening to me and then when i cut people off im the bad person? Am i wrong for thinking of my son? I mean yeah its just a cell phone when i didnt have a child but now my cell phone has became almost my life line so i can get help or advice for my son. I literally cried today over this