so, im feeling super guilty...i got a hermit crab when i was some odd months pregnant, and a while…

so, im feeling super guilty...i got a hermit crab when i was some odd months pregnant, and a while later he just stopped being out of the sand and after a while i just stopped changing his water and food becaise im pretty sure hes dead, but im worried that he went to just sleep off the cold and woke up and there was nk food and he died like i feel like im a horrible person right now...:'(:'( and i dont wanna go in the terrarium and find him dead and i dont wanna go in and find him alive but super neglected:'(