boss told me she thought it would be best in her eyes if i would go ahead and resign (cuz imma stay…

boss told me she thought it would be best in her eyes if i would go ahead and resign (cuz imma stay home the first two years with baby) because she needs someone more dependable i mean ive been there everyday but four and not one is from the baby it was for my other kids and husband i hate leaving work i really do its just that i dont want to be a burden to anyone because ive been having pain in my bones and it slows me down a little . but i still get my stuff done in plenty of time. its going to suck and everybody at work has been asking me if its really what i want or if im ok enough to stay till thursday, i think my boss told them it was my choice to leave (well technically it was but i did it out of respect of her decision) its hard for me to tell them its not my choice but what my boss wants (prefers) without it looking bad for her.