I absolutely love my partner but loathe Monday's, Wednesday's & Friday's. I don't want to rant but I need to get this off of my chest! After spending all day looking after Max (which has been pretty easy to be fair), I have to look after him all night also due to the fact my partner has MS & needs to sleep off his injection symptoms. It's so hard when I'm completely exhausted to then have to do everything solo. Max had an hour cuddle with his dad and now he is all grumpy having to do his injection that he just took himself to bed. I now have to get Max ready as well as feed the guineas & lock up. It's not like it's a one off. Three times a week I feel like a single mum & it's hard. I really respect single mums out there! I know my partner can't help it and given the chance he'd rather be healthy but it doesn't stop the fact I'm completely exhausted & emotional. 😰😔😩
Yesterday I went out with my boyfriend went to watch a movie, me and him don't live together yet. but point is yesterday when he was dropping me off his like sleep over at my house witch the mom and dad lives. I said no,
his response was why is everyone deciding or making choices for you and their going to do the same with the baby, when I know that's not true. what he thinks is that my mom tells me not to sleep over. So he left all mad. and I felt in my heart that he went on and cheated on me...
3 days until due date and my partner & I don't even have any 'maybe' names. I hate all his suggestions, and he hates all mine! :( What to do? We're having a girl!
I have no friends! ?
I have no actual proper friends! I never go on nights out cos I don't have friends to go with! It doesn't usually bother me but it's starting too! My oh is busy helping his friend move today and then tonight he's out at the boxing with his mates and out after! Rhys is at his dads so it's just me and Isabella! ??
Short Luteal Phase?
I've just started temping because I believe that the reason I haven't had a BFP yet, after 20 months, is because I believe I may have a Luteal Phase Defect.
TMI Moment: I have yeast infections after all antibiotics they put me on. An it's getting very irritating. My next appointment not till 9/5 and I don't have ride to hospital. Any suggests ?