I hate that I find myself still having feelings for my daughter's father. Especially since he has never once met her. And he had a chance to do so this weekend(along with several other times since she's been born), but chose to go hookup with a random girl. I'm glad he's on the other side of the country. He needs to literally fall off the face of the earth. It hurts me that this is the 6th girl he's been with in the past 9 months (he cheated on me for the whole pregnancy and stole from me and blah blah blah). I wish I could let him go. But how do you let go of someone when you see parts of him in your daughter every single day?