I can't explain how much I love my hubby. just when I feel like I'm gonna loose my mind he steps in…

I can't explain how much I love my hubby. just when I feel like I'm gonna loose my mind he steps in to save me 💑💑💑

I was a crying mess yesterday. I wasn't upset about anything in particular but I was still in tears at everything. I just couldn't pull it together.

We went to bed around 3am. I breastfed the baby and he was cuddling her and I fell asleep. I woke up at a bit after noon and I totally panicked because I didn't wake up at all at night to feed her. I didn't hear her or any of my alarms (she will sleep through feedings so I set alarms just in case she doesn't get up I can get her up) I felt like the worst mom. I was getting out of bed to get to her and hubby rolled over and stopped me.

Turns out he turned off all my alarms. 💞💞💞

He said he thought maybe I was so upset at everything and crying so much because I was tired. So he shut off my alarms and got up with her all night and gave her bottles of the breastmilk and did all the night diaper changes. I had no idea that not sleeping could make me feel that crazy. I'm sure some of it was hormones but I really feel so much better. I hadn't slept really since the night she was born.

I feel so lucky