I don't regret having my baby boy however If I could've fucked myself and ended up like this I…

I don't regret having my baby boy however If I could've fucked myself and ended up like this I wouldn't feel as badly as I do I just keep thinking to myself I'll be ok with no more sex I really mean it I refuse to have another man make me bare his child and not be here to even tie my shoes. this pregnancy I been pretty strong about my emotions but right now imma wreak I feel like I just can't control this anymore. 😠😣😳😔 for the last past 2 days I've been uncontrollably feeling sad is this my hormones doing this if so please let it go away I was doing better without you making me cry on the spot.