I'm not having a baby shower anymore 😢😢😢 imma just cry myself to sleep. I think I'm stressed and my…

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@momx2 I'm registered at target and baby r us but I'm just not in the mood to do that either

@momx2 I'm not in the mood to do anything

I understand completely. I had to cancel mine too

@emteebee I feel so bad because I feel it's off of emotions but this is the only thing I could depend on everyone else I can't

That's how I was. People said that they would do it and then never came through or cancelled. I tried planning my own but being a ftm, I got overwhelmed with no help or nothing. I wanted to cry girl

@emteebee girl I'm a first time mom as well me and my mom got into it a month ago this is the first baby the family will see since my sister but it's like it don't matter I'm just so stressed I just know when he arrives I will do the things I wanted to do. me and him gone have our own party all I wanted to do was have a little fun before he arrives maybe God want it his way so I'll obey I know my son will bring me joy more than anybody on this earth can at this giving time

That's how I had to look at it. I don't even have my biological mom in my life. My foster mom will be her granny. My dad isn't really a dad but a friend so I'm on my own besides being with my fiancé. But I was thinking after the baby was born to throw a little shindig as well.

I mean, I don't know anything about anything so I take full advantage of websites and things like that

see I have my dad but no help as far as a lover aspect but it's fine I guess I just be sad a bit @emteebee because I wish I had belly rubs or just for him to tell he he loves me or just a simple thought girl but hey God got a plan

@emteebee I understand you shoot I'm the oldest of 6 I'm the first one to have a kid so it's almost the same thing