I am so upset tonight that I started crying, I NEVER cry!! So my fiance is currently at a job that…

I am so upset tonight that I started crying, I NEVER cry!! So my fiance is currently at a job that he loves,he gets paid weekly at $9.69 an hour which may not seem like a lot but our bills at always paid and we still get to do fun stuff and provide for my 9 year old son and soon to be son. He got offered a job that pays $14 an hour and without talking to me accepted it. Heres the killer, the job takes him out of the house for a week at a time so he will only be home weekends. The extra money will be nice yeah, but that doesn't but my happiness. He might not be here for the birth of his son because of work. After my c-section and having my son I will have to be pretty much a single parent while he is away working, taking care of a 9 year old with severe ADHD and an infant alone..ugh