in several days I'm due...also in just about the same amount of days the anniversary of the baby I lost is coming up... I had a really hard time coping last night, I haven't really slept since 2am and it's 930.. I have no idea what's wrong with me but I feel so lost in this world again.
Yesterday I went out with my boyfriend went to watch a movie, me and him don't live together yet. but point is yesterday when he was dropping me off his like sleep over at my house witch the mom and dad lives. I said no,
his response was why is everyone deciding or making choices for you and their going to do the same with the baby, when I know that's not true. what he thinks is that my mom tells me not to sleep over. So he left all mad. and I felt in my heart that he went on and cheated on me...
TWW!!
2dpo and on the tww journey. Anyone on the same dpo or close? Haven't decided if I will test at 12dpo or just wait and see if she shows up!!
Short Luteal Phase?
I've just started temping because I believe that the reason I haven't had a BFP yet, after 20 months, is because I believe I may have a Luteal Phase Defect.
The anniversary for my miscarried baby is coming too on Oct.29th! I have been ttc again for 10 months now. Sorry for your loss! God bless you and your little babies!