I haven't got any sleep I feel horrible seems like this cold is beginning to take control on top of…

I haven't got any sleep I feel horrible seems like this cold is beginning to take control on top of that my one year old just woke up asking for a cup of juice... I'm trying to debate if I want to go to school today...I just want to sleep but I'll probably just get it over with and take him to day care and go to school 😢 December 17th where are you? These are the days I hate that my bd is in jail until the end of my pregnancy...Me and these children need him 😥😥😥