Seriously hate second guessing myself I'm super upset today and emotional running off of like no…

Seriously hate second guessing myself I'm super upset today and emotional running off of like no sleep and my bf just called to see if I minded if he hangs out with his friend who I know well and is a great guy but they want to go to a bikini bar and hang out. I'm super uncomfortable with it and I hate it because I'm not normally that girl I don't care what he does I trust him. The closer I get to my due date the more I just want him home 😕 I just feel like there is something wrong with me right now. I hate it!! 😩