He's fucking drunk..I can't move I'm crying I just want to give up! it like he doesn't care...and…

You definitely don't need that! Don't cry that baby will love you more than anyone ever could and that's all that matters!!!

I'm trying it's like the closer it gets to alex arriving the worse it gets! hell I helped myself and beat heroin he can beat alcohol. feel like shit....bawling

@katycash

You can't change someone who doesn't want to change all u can do is wat u feel is best for you and ur baby. Men have sucky ways of dealing wit the fact there about to be a dad. Distress yourself from the situation go take a nice bath and just worry about u n baby there's no point in crying it is wat it is

I no easier said then done but hopefully a nice bath or shower maybe a some ice cream lol will make u feel better. At least he's drunk at home n not out on the prowl