fucking pissed. I hate being broke. right when I get to smile for once , something has to go and…

fucking pissed. I hate being broke. right when I get to smile for once , something has to go and fuck it all up. I was planning on making a diaper cake for my cousins baby shower and hubby informed me that we are broke now. just fucking lovely. I'm not gonna want to do this a week from now. I want to do it now. sick of everything ruining the little bit of happiness I have left. I'm miserable. I'm sick of looking at these same walls all the damn time. my life sucks.