I was always the girl who didn't much like attention but had to be seen. I NEVER wanted kids at all…

I was always the girl who didn't much like attention but had to be seen. I NEVER wanted kids at all & always treated people how they treated me. I always made sure my body was in shape & my appearance was most important to me ! Now that I'm pregnant everything has changed. Even though I'm 30 weeks I still have an extremely hard time adjusting to my body changes & the fact that I'm actually having a baby 😔