I hate that the women in my family have the ability to get under my skin the way they do. Even one little text message can give me a splitting headache and want me to admit myself to the hospital because I know they've sky rocketed my blood pressure. I've made some mistakes in my life but NOTHING tops moving back to Virginia and having to have them to help me. I shouldn't feel like I'm going to be doing community service to pay them back after I give birth. That's not family, those are loan sharks and I'm not for that shit at all.