feeling really depressed.. I have a 5 month old and I'm 7 weeks pregnant. o can't cope on my own.. my ex has a new gf and would rather be with her than help me with our daughter... I see my own bf like 2 times a week cos he works.. I wanted to kill myself so many times after Ashlin was born. I have no one that helps me.. just need to get everything of my chest. both of the baby's are my ex's.. urghhhh.. maybe I'm just very hormonal cos I'm pregnant.. I wish.