Today has been one of the most stressful days since I've had my baby. My husband is the only support…

Today has been one of the most stressful days since I've had my baby. My husband is the only support I have. My mom...I'm not going there. Anyways I don't have a lot of support and I felt a little irritable today. On top of me feeling depressed my son was screaming bloody murder in the back seat while I was driving. I hate having him by myself in the car because I like to be back there with him to be sure he's not too hot not too cold (with the air on). I wish my husband had been with me but he has to work to take care of his family. I wanted to scream but instead I pulled over in the parking lot of a strip mall and got in the back seat, turned the air up and got in the back with my baby. I spent 30 minutes back there with my baby feeding him, soothing him, and just completely loving him. It takes a lot of patience caring for a child so be sure you are ready because it is hard. I am so thankful that I am much stronger than a lot of ladies. I could never imagine harming my son. I truly love him to death.