Today has been hell. I'm still in the hospital and Ethan and I are having trouble breastfeeding, he…

Today has been hell. I'm still in the hospital and Ethan and I are having trouble breastfeeding, he won't latch for long. I've been hit with a wave of PPD and crying all day because I can't help him when he's screaming. The doctors say it's a second day thing and babies are usually maximum fussy. I just feel not good enough and scared to go home. I haven't slept much but the doctors here take the baby off your hands of you really need sleep. I got some and now I feel somewhat better but it's been a hard day full of tears for Daddy and I.