Screw all you people 37 weeks and up lol no I'm just joking guys. I love yall I'm just so jealous…

Screw all you people 37 weeks and up lol no I'm just joking guys. I love yall I'm just so jealous like that should be me instead I'm losing feeling in my calf and groin muscle and losing vision in my right eye and having pains in my stomach under my button and all my doc is saying is it's normal smh and they don't induce unless medically processed but when my legs give out and I Fall down the stairs then what or when I can't see out my right eye and I crash into another car