It seems you need loving support in your environment not all this chaos and stress, all that's doing is fueling a bubble of negativity and fear. I can't tell you how to weed it out, that's all in your own power but I can tell you how to shield yourself from it- which is simply done by just being through meditation or light breathing exercises clearing your mind of all thoughts recentering yourself, and this will also help in connecting more with your baby and communicating with your baby as well. If you want to talk more let me know I'd be happy to send you love and positive vibes. =) @momtobe092015

I am trying its hard today between all that and my dumb stupid father trying to get in contact with me I feel like its one big wall after another. I love my little girl and being able to see her just between my dad my best bud and that stupid hospital I have just broke down I can't take anymore. there's so many things I want my little girl to have that I didnt. I'm just happy she has a father that loves her. right now all I want is her healthy and happy cause I've been through soich stress these nine months you could fill a swimming pool with it all @loveless

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Awe that's not right =( But don't worry about it honestly you don't need them, their tests or those machines to tell you how your pregnancy is going and the well being of you and your baby. The truth is they don't know anything when it comes to birth, they will put you through needless stress to follow their routines and the idea for you to have the most awesome birth experience is of no importance to them. Put your love and trust into your body and it will respond, this is your baby and no one is going to know more about him/her than you. So don't let them get you down they're the stupid ones. <3

yeah I understand that but I really didn't like it they stressed me out and to make it worse made me feel stupid. I mean it was a nice hospital don't get me wrong but I'm a country folk we move at a much slower pace I'm not use to city life and they made me feel stupid @loveless

Ultrasounds are not always accurate and machines vary in type