I swear Amiyah is testing me every day she seems to give me signs that she will arrive but seems…

I swear Amiyah is testing me every day she seems to give me signs that she will arrive but seems like I'll have to wait a little more it seems to me I have a bit of dysfunction in my legs my legs can no longer support my stomach and there isn't anything anyone can do about it it won't go away until after labor so now I struggle getting out of bed or getting up in general I'll be 36 weeks Wednesday and no sign of a change ugh miserable that's what I am miserable I feel like I'll have postpartum depression thanks to Kajon cause I've just about had it with him doing shit leaving in the middle of the night doing God knows what smh I know what he does he knows I pay the bills on everything but doesn't seem to care I hate the fact that he thinks I owe him

Anything I'm really starting not to want to be with him anymore seriously I'm constantly trapped in the house all day all night while he's out and about in my car cause he won't let me go and to top that off I'm getting really tired of people naming my daughter Her name

Is AMIYAH don't get her confused I'm telling you that'll be the last time you see her this is my daughter point blank period and I rant cause no one can seem to give me any good advice if you think I haven't tried kicking kajon out your wrong called the cops on him doesn't work truth of the matter is I'm stressed and depressed I just wanna get away from everybody