I'm nervous as hell about going into labor with this boy. 😩 thinking back....it was crazy with my…

I'm nervous as hell about going into labor with this boy. 😩 thinking back....it was crazy with my daughter. 17 hours! new years eve. they had to break my water.. never happened on its own. I got all the way to 9 centimeters then I just stopped dilating. stuck at 9cm for hours they started worrying about my daughter. so they took a probe/monitor thing with a looong wire and attached it to her head up in my "you know what" so I have this loooong ass wire coming out my ish, the nurse is like "try this position." "sit this way." bend this way." doctor finally concluded I was mentally stopping my own labor cause of the pain and orders me the epidural. no choice. after 5mins of pushing here she is! 😁😊 wiiiiith a huge lump on her head from the probe. 😒😞 not ready for that again. praying for a easy labor this time around. 😰