Is it weird that im more terrified to give birth this time then i was the first time with my son, im so nervous nd idk y im panicking as the weeks come closer, i just dnt want nothing wrong to happen or end up with a c section i think thats what is makin me freak out the most 😫

Im literally in tears because of these idk what to do at this point suggestion I just started timing them.well trying but they been going about a hour already
Its almost 11. Put my son to bed at 9:20 and he has bee. Down here 5 times already i am about to loose it. And when he is upstairs i hear walking around and no one else isnup there but for my daughter who is sleeping. Im sooooo close. I havent had any time to myself at all. Im sore as hell and just want 30 minutes!! Butnnow im about to go to sleep and i just know its going be about 10 more times my son comes to me of some made up injury or how hes thirsty. I might not have any hair by tomorrow m...

Well I. glad the lack of interest in me is because hes watching porn for the third time when he promised me three times he wouldnt. We have had 3 issues where it lead to him cheatinf before! Im glad I can be ugly. I didnt ask to be made fat and given stretch marks but damnit its our child and things happen.. Im still pretty right? am I?.. I didnt purposely try to look the way I do.. Im pregnant.. its how it works.. I thought I was still good enough. Do I still look okay?.. I keep shaking now..

What am I missing here you leave me time and time again and still I give you chance you continue to break my heart....am I wrong? Not to wana have a baby with a man im not with