like a dummy I called my babies father, and got cussed out talked to like shit..... all kinds of…
like a dummy I called my babies father, and got cussed out talked to like shit..... all kinds of stuff and all I can do is think to myself you've done that to yourself... y even call I know by now he's not worth my tears and I need to let him go.... I guess I'm just stupid

yummycake·
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me been inbur shoes. im ssd for you too. but u will get by without him. give urself time. and dont be angry with urself he is the a**¤
Erica·
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thank u.... I can't believe this is happening to me.....I was on bc the whole relationship, he would fight me because he wanted a family and not even a month into me finding out he started doing this.... has no remorse for it.... he has even sent me nasty messages with pictures of the devil and all kinds of mess... I keep praying that I can be strong through this but it is hard @yummycake
yummycake·
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yup if u look at my post u will see my man acting shady wanting me to abort my baby cus stuff got hard...but now he is chill. u may not get chill from him (ur man)but u will find peace with ur situation. we go through so much for our children...but all the turmoil just makes u harder and that gives u strength to one day...be free of pain. i had a mini session like urs yesterday when we went to see a movie. i got bothered because he was talking and texting to a friend during the movie and he blew up on me. felt like u. but i know im right. so f him. if he wants to keep doing stupid shit. o well. im done to old and tired to be fighting for better treatment.
Erica·
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@yummycake, one of the things he's said was if I'm not around now, what makes me think it's not going to happen later on.... so I told him ok cool, every time he calls it's nothing but bad..... I completely understand that I cannot be with him and I don't think I want too anymore... I'm angry because I didn't want this, not like this and I'm still breaking down.... I know I shouldn't at this point because he's nothing to want..... idk how to shake it and find peace... I'm trying though
yummycake·
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when i was young i worked against my husbanf a lot. arguing fighting for him to become the man he led me to believe he was was when we dated. as time went by he got better and better and is a decent man now. but overall i can now with a lot more experience realise that there isnt the perfect man...perfect as in selfless..faithful, generous, loyal, honest, clean, independant, cuddly, trusting... ect in one great package. i see men who are like my husband use to be, and men who are worse. so all these observations have led me to me be less caring of defects and more focused on what stuff he does right. in the case of a man who doesnt do ne thing right...u got to look forward to the fact that there are a lot of men out there who do have some stuff going for them. but in the end u might be better off as looking at men as friends who u sleep with who like to be shady and not really be loyal or truthful. but in the end u have all u need which is urself in good health. dont let relationship dramas make u mentally ill like i am. once u lost ur health u have a big disadvantage into being able to enjoy life.
Erica·
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thank you @yummycake
yummycake·
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just go get ur money. save what u can...and realise u the boss in ur home. u make things happen that are good for u and baby. its his loss that he doesnt get to enjoy ur and kiddos joyful momments.
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Your Not Stupid At All Love. You Can Do It On Your Own. it's Not Impossible because There Are Mommies That Does It Alone Everyday & Do A Wonderful Job At It ! Stay Strong & I'm Here If You Need To Talk/Vent.