I start school Monday and I put some stuff in my book bag and it was super heavy. :/ I'll have to…

Get a rolling book bag lol

I thought about it but I'm already worried about getting made fun of for being pregnant. I'm a really sensitive person. I don't like when people talk about my belly and stuff like that. I haven't told anyone but family. I also feel like rolling book bags are smaller so they wouldn't fit as much stuff. :/

@phasion,

@lovebuggg2016, you have to forget them and do what's best for you love . At the end of the night they do not pay your bills, go home with you so don't care what "people" have to say. People always have something to say anyways whether you have it all together or not . And try Ross for medium to large rolling book bags or Marshall's . You got this mommy !! Forget those who have something to say.

I won't be able to get one for two weeks hopefully. After that I should be able to get one. I wish I would have taken my classes spread out. I only go three days a week and it's shitty cause these books are super heavy!@phasion

you don't really need your books for class if your going to college. only for like the first day to make sure if you got the right books but other than that you don't need to bring them

I have to because I will be there all day. Plus, most of my teachers especially my math teacher requires it during class. @ashleysable

Like I'll be there from 6:40 in the morning too 4 or 5 at night. My first class is at 8 and my last class ends at 12:50. @ashleysable

Screw what other people think. @lovebuggg2016, I was in school from 20 weeks to 41 weeks, people talked about me being pregnant and all that k brushed it off, it's not worth it to worry about it. All you do if someone says something to you tell to mind their own business and walk away. But about the books, I would talk to your teacher (in your in high school) and just tell them that the doctor recommend you not carry all that weight, and see if you can leave it in the classroom. It helped balance me out😂 but I only carried 3-4 binders that didn't have a lot in them.

Unfortunately, I'm in college! This is my first year! And most of my teachers don't stay in their classrooms. It would be different if I drove, I could leave my books in my car because I have a 40 minute break between one of my class, but I also wouldn't need my books if I drove lol. I wouldn't have to stay all day. @heykaidensmom

Well dang! @lovebuggg2016 is there a friend that could let you leave them in their car?

I have no friends! I sit at home and watch tv all day. People don't like me because of my attitude, but if you get to know me I'm super nice. Just don't be mean to me or my family and I don't act that way. I should work on it but it doesn't bug me that much. I guess I'm used to it now. @heykaidensmom

😂 I do the same thing!! And I'm the same way! @lovebuggg2016 I feel like we would get along great. I'm usually okay with people unless they piss me off, then I don't like them anymore😂

That's how I am. Plus, I have a resting bitch face and I'm pretty shy at first. I don't know. It makes me sad knowing that I have no friends and the only people who will be coming to my first baby shower is just family friends and there is only 4 of them. 😔@heykaidensmom

I'm sorry! I would go to your baby shower if I lived there! @lovebuggg2016 there was only about 10 people that came to my baby shower. It was pretty upsetting. I only have 1 friend that I hang out with and she's got a new best friend so it's starting to be when I never see her.

I don't talk to anyone except my boyfriend and family. I talk to one girl I met on here but she lives in Texas and someone I used to go to school with but that's like hardly ever for both of them. I just hope college is a little better. @heykaidensmom

I'm sure it will be! And I'll be your friend even though I live in Texas.

@lovebuggg2016,

That's really nice of you! And I really do hope so. I don't know how I'll make it through if it's not. It's nice having a boyfriend who is so supportive but since I'm 18 it's like I get judged for everything I do. Like I'm too young to be in a serious relationship according to some people. Well, I'm happy and that's what matters. I wouldn't mind spending the rest of my life with him but I know things happen. It's just hard sometimes. Especially with depression and everything else. @heykaidensmom