I literally hate being broke and having so much stress about this stupid apartment program thing…

I literally hate being broke and having so much stress about this stupid apartment program thing that I am about ready to give the hell up on the stupid apartment altogether. I don't know what God has planned for me but it is seriously frustrating when I have hardly any income as it is and I have to worry about how I am going to afford to move into this apartment and still somehow keep my mom happy about this month's rent and all that crap. I really hate being stressed out and overwhelmed....it makes me wanna cry......