I have never felt this lonely in my life; I feel like I want nothing to do with life with anything I…

Everything will be okay boo.....hugs to you xoxo

were here for you

It's hard to see things being okay when I feel like I'm trying trying trying and get no where and then when I get somewhere something else bad happens @msjackson32

@mahaylasmomma, 😪 thank you

if u need to talk I'm always here

I agree love. Same issue here:/

what are some of your problems love

@mssjudyk, well I was with the father of my child for 7 years and when I got pregnant 3 months along he confessed he hid two kids from me and im having his third I always wanted to share the first child experience and give my child a family but that's long gone, so I moved out my house because it's too crowded and was renting a room since May now the lady purposely cut off the light forcing me to leave, the father of my child helps me but throws in my face he don't need to help me but he still does it I stopped talking to a lot of people that have bashed me for keeping his baby because we were unstable for a while but it's my child too and now I have to come back to my moms house and been sleeping back on the couch almost 6 months pregnant and I just got a job 2 weeks ago which is a few of the only things going well for me it's retail but it's helping for now and they know I am pregnant and im just drowning in my problems

@chipmunk, thank you so much t makes me happy to be able to speak to people here because this is hard

I'm honestly speechless. .. I can't believe this is happening to you :-(

what's your next step?

How are you doing?

Well aside from trying to be happy about this baby because it's hard to appreciate the little things when life is going downhill, well I am just going to save money at my moms house since she isn't requiring me to pay any bills and go this week into the states welfare system and explain to them my financial and login situation and see what solutions they offer me especially because I am pregnant, I wanted to leave out of ny because it's a lot cheaper but I'll be done with my bachelors by the end of 2016 so it wouldn't be worth it to transfer, and overall im just hoping for a miracle and some happiness and a healthy baby it's so much for me alone I cry breathlessly everyday I can't help feeling so destroyed everyday 💔 @mssjudyk

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you have a plan. and for now that's all that matters. you genuinely start to lose yourself when you don't have one. you're almost there! getting your bachelor's would be a wonderful accomplishment!

Right now it may not feel like it, but that baby loves you. all this baby knows.right now is you, he/she hears you, he/she feels you...

I'm not gonna lie, it will be very overwhelming and its definitely a learning experience. You will cry like you've never cried.before, you'll have sleepless nights and early mornings. .

but it's all worth it.

This baby is a little part of you... when you see the baby and you guys start getting to know each other, the bond you create with such a beautiful little being is breathtaking. ..

you May be a lone parent in this pregnancy. .. but you're definitely not alone. Obviously because you have that precious little baby inside you but also because you have your mother. She will guide you and help.you, she's your bestest friend right now. She's been through this whole mother thing too ;-)

there's nothing more hurtful than betrayal.

and only time will be able.to heal your wounds.

so yes momma, you cry it all out.

try going.for walks, its not only ? good.cuz.you're pregnant... but it's.good for your soul :-)

right now I'm going through a hard time... I feel like a single mother even.tho I'm with my son's father.

I don't work so no money, I have to depend on someone who doesn't like/enjoy providing.

I've found he's been unfaithful. .. disloyal. ..

he's done it so many times I feel like I'm losing myself. I keep asking myself Why I keep letting him manipulate me into feeling guilty every time I try to leave...

I am with someine who I no longer trust. .. who no longer makes me happy.. whom I don't make happy, ..

there's arguing every day...

there's tears streaming down my face everyday. ..

I question who I am...

I no longer feel pretty

I no longer care what I look like...

I feel like I've lost sight of who I am...

and I much rather be alone ...

it takes a lot.of.courage for me.to have enough and pack my.things and.leave... I don't have anywhere to go.. so I have to plan ahead... it's hard when I don't have a job... when I trust no one to look after my son while I work.....

my problem is being so emotional. .. for always trying to see the good in people...