I never really express much about what's going on with me and why I have my babies early, but I…

I never really express much about what's going on with me and why I have my babies early, but I think it's important for people to know.. When I go to the Dr of any kind my blood pressure always seem to go up no matter what they do, and this been going on since I was little.. So when I was pregnant with Zay I developed pre-eclampsia when I was 33 weeks they figure something was wrong because at 8months Zay was only 3lbs 4 oz and I had to be induced and right then he'll be sent to the Nicu.. So when I found out I was pregnant with Azariah I was nervous about going through the same thing I did with Zay.. So at my first appointment the immediately put me on blood pressure medicine to make sure the same thing didn't happen.. So when I made it to 34 weeks with her I thought everything was good and I'll have a full term baby.. Well I was wrong, I found out at my appointment my placenta was only working at a 9% and wasn't supplying Princess with much nutrition.. From June 26-28 Princess heartbeat would drop that's when they finally decided to go head with inducing me.. As I was in progress of being induce and having contractions Princess heartbeat drop to a 59 and two Dr and two nurse came running into room.. Right then and there I knew something wasn't right with Princess & I had to have an emergency c section with her.. She was sent to the Nicu only weighing 3lbs 4oz.. A week later I went to my Dr appointment where the Dx me with Chronic high blood pressure & placed me on blood pressure medicine..I'm just lucky enough God allowed me to be able to carry the two kids I am blessed with.. So to any female that has the opportunity to carry their child full term, please don't complain about the pain, or rush the baby out.. Nothing is more painful, or stressful then having two kids in the Nicu and not knowing what the problem is...😆😁🙏