Jonathan's Nanny (grandma) called me today just to make sure that she will be notified as soon as I go into labor, I told her of course but then all of a sudden the phone went silent.... It breaks my heart every time I hear Jonathan's mom's side of the family speak of Jaxon, how they get so teary eyed and that little crackle in their voice. His mom passed away almost 9 years ago & I wish I could have met her. I hear nothing but wonderful things of her and how Jonathan is so much like her. Even the picture we have of him and his mom in our living room you could swear they were twins. And now with her first grandchild being born soon it's a bittersweet moment for everyone. Oh how we all wish she could be here but we know she is flying high watching over us and will be Jaxon's guardian angel 💙